viii

dear raisa,i have been woken up by the death of one of my favourite people. life is too precious to take any day for granted. we must live now; as i'm sure you know
the gesture i make and the flowers i hold here are a symbol of her beauty,and that she will always be in my heart. i have started as much of an 'afresh' as is possible. i do not feel lonely or afraid. i feel kind of free
love, katherine

double-dealing

i feel so lost in the dark.i feel so lost but all around me are this way also.i must hide this feeling, and help them

Between lights

in a lonely room. and then you come and bring light.

playing with my fears

trace the lines of scars, broken promises
hope dashed and the waiting, oh, waiting
blemished past will not leave me
i miss the sun, its water and flowers
i miss the son, his wonder, and power
and you are so sick

~katherine

In between

Dear katherine,

These days have been so desperately uncomfortable. I moved to a new city which is supposed to be the city where everybody wants to be, but I feel caught in my own thoughts and fears. Rough as you feel, hopeless a little bit... with the sky in between. a wall. and a roof.  no exit. no joy.

dear raisa, this week I am in two minds. this year I have been feeling in two minds often

so here I have presented myself looking a little lost, perhaps you appear as though comforting and listening

love, katherine