dear raisa,i have been woken up by the death of one of my favourite people. life is too precious to take any day for granted. we must live now; as i'm sure you know
the gesture i make and the flowers i hold here are a symbol of her beauty,and that she will always be in my heart. i have started as much of an 'afresh' as is possible. i do not feel lonely or afraid. i feel kind of free
love, katherine
